Mixed Emotions

29 12 2009

So I had a reader ask “Can you write what you are feeling” and Yes I believe I can;

Los Angeles although it has been a short time since I arrived is beginning to feel like home, in fact that is exactly what it feels like. For some reason everything here, the people, atmosphere, life feels right. Learning at this amazing school has deepened my love and understanding of a career which I now and am convinced is the right one for me.

There is mixed emotions due to the fact that in a mere 44 days I board a plane to return to Adelaide, South Australia and yes there are many people I so am looking forward to seeing, though as bad as it may sound, I shudder at the thought of having to stay there again for too long, not because of anything other than the fact that if you want survive in this industry you need to go to where the work is, there is none other than the work you create for yourself, which I will do when I get back. To be consumed and surrounded by it is to be in another state, another country, and that is why I hope upon returning that I don’t get stuck in a rut where 3 years pass by and I have not progressed any further then the dreams in my mind.

It is a hard thought to think I will have to say goodbye to a place which is becoming a home, friends who I will have for a life time, but that’s okay because I have the same across the other side of the world and am content in the thought that I will be in both places like a yo yo for many years to come.

I do love it here, I wish everyone could experience what I have so far, though I love places, family and friends back home, so the only thing to do now live up, experience the next 44 days, which will see me in Los Angeles, Las Vegas and New York in the coming weeks, work harder than ever before and get back here again soon…

Until then…

Miss D :)

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29 12 2009
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it’s unfortunate that adelaide doesn’t really offer many opportunities like this, people are always leaving and looking for bigger and better opportunities, either you are one of the ones who leave or you have to get used to others leaving, not very fun at all!

9 02 2010
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